Contents
Tasting the Raindrops
Waiting
Forgotten
Heartbroken
Forgotten
Heartbroken
She Left…
Alone
Alone
Love Is Not A Game
I Wanted To Tell Her
Alone
Never Ending Pain
Life Without You
Forever My Baby
Wrongly Assured
Lost Love
Eternal Sadness
Pain And Sorrow
Never Say Good-bye
Hold Me
One DA-y
ALL I SEE IS YOU
Good-bye
???....
POSSESSIVE?
FOR EACH OTHER
My Love
THE EYES HAVE IT
Timeless Valentine
as we
Tasting the Raindrops
Looking in your eyes
I feel myself falling in love with you
You said I love you
And I said it too
We went to our very own special spot
For no real reason at all
We sat and talked and looked at one another
And then the rain began to fall
We could have left just as quick as we came
But no, you wanted to stay in the rain
You asked me a question I’ll never forget
Have you ever tasted the raindrops?
I looked at you funny and you gave me a sigh
The cutest look, as I wondered, why?
Why, did you ask me to taste the rain?
Well, what did have to loose or gain?
I watched you with a careful eye
And did the same as you
You were looking up at the cloudy sky
But my eyes were stuck on you like glue
I lifted my head to look at the sky
And closed my eyes really tight
Just as I thought Id caught a raindrop
You suddenly held me tight
I opened my eyes with slight alarm
As you kissed me soft and sweet
I remember that kiss like it was yesterday
I still feel those raindrops on my cheek
I tasted the raindrops like I never had before
It was worth every second of bliss
Every time I think of that moment
I think of my raindrop kiss
We sat close together on that one special rock
And we held each other tight
Then almost as suddenly as it came
The sun came out from beneath the rain
The most beautiful colors Ive ever seen
Came out on the sky
The sun was setting and the moment was perfect
More than any money could buy
As the sun slowly set and the sky lit up
You began carving our names in our special rock
I told you I would never forget this moment
In my heart this memory is locked
As our names were finished and permanently engraved
We watched the sun finish its day
We slowly got up to leave this place
Which was a year ago this May
I haven’t been to that spot in a year
Where did all the time go?
I will visit this place alone this time
And I will finally have to let go
This memory will be in my heart forever
But you will not remain in my mind
I don’t know if that love, will be seen again
For that love I cannot find
I will go to this spot as we promised we would
But you will not be there this time
Why is it that you cant keep your promise?
I know that I’m keeping mine
Never again will I taste the raindrops
The way I did with you
And when I go to this spot again
I will say goodbye to you.
Waiting
As I sit here waiting For someone to walk in
I begin to realize
That I might be fin
This is the truth
From a soul that can't stop
Thinking of one person
Without another thought
This won't stop at all
All I have is work to do
I wish I could spend time
With any one of the few
I feel so alone
That no one helps to be around
I wish it wasn't the case
But to lie would be to drown
If only to tell her the truth
How very much I care
I wish I could brave it
But a' last I can't bear
But right now I cant help it
Im not thinking about her
But of the someone that I want
The one that will be forever
I have not met her yet
We just might never meet
But in the back of my mind
I know that it would be so sweet
If only to love again
If only to care
I wish I could have it now
But a' last, life's not fair
Forgotten
Anything we do is pointless,
all the effects will go away soon
or not make enough difference to change in the first place.
The things that seem to be needs
will fade eventually.
Our needs cannot be passed on to others
for too long,
until they disappear from existence.
All things will be forgotten,
Heartbroken
A storm swept over me……
Slowly, slowly….then suddenly……
Like a car crash, I was knocked to the ground,
Spinning, twisting and smashed around,
In an instant, I felt change….
Nothing mattered, it was me, I blamed
I believed something was wrong,
I felt her lying all along..
Gulping for air, I took a breath….
This is worse than death
The hurt and pain…..
Is keeping me from being happy again
Inside I am dying,
Can’t get over all the lying….
I was free falling relying on fate
I almost heard my spirit break…..
The storm calms to a steady rain…
Love is what I knew had changed
I was blinded by the idea of her…..
Now Love….. must give me the answer….
The storm flares up again. I feel like I am going insane…...
This could go on forever…..stopping us from being together….
How did this happen, it was just a fight?
It can take our whole lives to make this right……
I want my love….I want my happiness, not all this terrible sadness..
Love can help me know who I am
Just believe and you will be a better man
I Just Don't Do
I Just Don't Do
I don't do desperate,
I don't try and meet people in my city,I don't tell someone they're pretty, I don't do desperate...
I don't do desperate,
I don't let them know how I feel, I don't make more than friendships real, I don't do desperate,
I don't do desperate,
I don't follow up after conversation, I don't just show some affectionI don't do anything...
I do dreaming of perfection, I do quiet introspection, I do nothing desperate,
I don't do desperate; I just don't do it...
It's just too hard...
But I'm still on my own.
She Left...
What can I say?
I'm sorry.
I know you hate it when I apologize,
But it's true.
I could say the obvious,I love you .
Don't leave, Come back.
But it won't work.
You would still be...
Gone.
I told u I love you
You laughed
Said, No you don't.
You may think you
Do.
But you don't.
And she's gone...
Like that.
Now who do I
Hold?
Kiss?
Embrace?
I have noone...
Alone
I look in the mirror and watt do i see,
a young girls reflection, but she’s not me.
She wears a fake smile to mask up her pain,
Not long ago her heart had been slain.
No one can tell what she’s feeling inside,
but the cuts on her wrists are getting harder to hide.
when she’s alone she sits and she cries,
for the parts of her heart that finally died.
she suffers in silence what a beautiful lie,
no one understands her though many have tried.
she once was happy but that time has past,
she'll never know if this day could be her last.
Love Is Not A Game
The anger thrives in my fingers,
The pain tears at my heart,
The thought of our relationship lingers,
For we were never to part.
But you broke my heart,
You made the anger build inside,
You made the pain need to hide,
And now I'm left to cry,
On no one's shoulder but mine.
When no one else knows why,
Or how I feel,
They just assume I'm fine.
Yet, I'm left wondering if you care?
What could have been in the future for us to share?
And this whole time I thought you were the one,
But I guess you were just having fun,
Playing with my emotions.
I Wanted To Tell Her
I wanted to tell her how much I care...
I wanted to tell her how much I was scared..
I wanted to tell her how I really felt...
I wanted to tell her how I found her picture and just stared...
I now have the chance to let her know...
My heart bleeds when you're not by my side...
My mind screams when your name is what I hear...
My lips dry when they're not touched by yours...
My body subsides when your arms don't hold me tight....
I try to sleep and lay my head to rest ...but I can't help thinking I used to lay my head on your chest...
I place a pillow to ease my sorrow
But instead I cry with no end...knowing that I will hurt more than just tomorrow...
Alone
I finally was able to let go
I knew it was for the best
There had been too much pain
Our love didn't pass the test.
Someday you'll be thankful
You'll realize I was right
I was really saving you
There were too many fights.
When you find the one for you
You'll understand I was trying
But everything was just too much
Inside myself I was dying.
I need to be with just one
To whom I pledged my life
The pain that I caused you
Is scarred in me with a knife.
Let me live my life true now
No more of the balancing act
Do this for me I now ask
My set future is now a fact.
No more to question about
I want it set in stone
Move along with your life
Do not end up alone.
Never Ending Pain..!
There so much pain
Nothing to gain
I sit here and cry
Wanting to die
But I know
I must go on
Leave the pain behind
and
Live my life to the fullest
Nothing can ever end
The pain
The violence
The lies
Never come to an end
Everyone says your crazy
But you are just
Expressing the way you feel
So much emotions inside
Live and Cry
Or
Jump and Die
Life Without You
The world could die now
I wouldn't care
Life without you just isn't fair
The cities are burning
And the people will cry
But as long as you're happy
I don't really mind
You and I,
We could have a place
Far above the problems they face
There we could stay
And be safe from the fray
If only you'd choose
We have nothing to lose
I gave you this option
But you chose otherwise
You stayed where you were
And left me hypnotized
Now the world is gone
And you're no longer here
This is what I always feared
My life is over
I'm through with this game
The people are safe,
The cities reclaimed
Let them be angry,I don't care
Life without you just isn't fair
Forever My Baby
I wanna talk to you about all the nights we spent together..
and all the nights we'll spend together..
all the dreams we'll have forever,
and all the things we share together
I wanna talk about all the nights you kept me warm..
all the days we were a loving swarm..
to many nights that we remember,
I cant explain how I feel inside..
thinking bout the days that we have to hide..
remembering all the feelings that have grown so high,
high enough that they could touch the sky
my love for you will make you smile..
its always worth it in the long while..
but baby you don't seem to understand..
I wanna massage you with every waking hand..
my love for you will always pull me through..
even though its just between me and you..
I wish we could change the past and the present..
so I could tell you that your heaven sent.
there will be times when we cant stand it,
times when I'm glad that you demand it..
the days will drag us on and on,
till the days and the nights have gone.
Wrongly Assured
I've come to learn after 4 months apart, filled with tears and pain, that you won't come back to me
I was sure you'd come back and tell me you can't live without me
I was so sure you'd tell me how you regret all the pain you caused
I was so sure that you'd mumble those words of I love you just once more into my ear.
That day never came
That day never will
I have realized that its me who can't live without you
I have realized that it was me who perhaps brought this pain upon myself
I have realized that what I want back was never really there.
Lost Love
Love is a very fragile yet strong emotion
That is capable of changing lives and peoples notions
People become what they don't want to be
To get the one they want; but they cannot see
That as they change for the worse they cannot return
To what they once were before for which they yearn
Once the morals and values are gone
They are an empty shell with no legs to stand on
Is it possible to regain the morals and values
Which are so important to make you; you
Will people be able to forgive you for all of the pain?
Will you again have their love and respect; that you want to gain?
Only through God will these things take place
So you can again look people in the face
Eternal Sadness
Now that
You
Are gone
My soul begs
For the cold grave.
You
Left me here
Alone.
Hollow inside,
Like a dying oak tree.
Crimson tears flow from within.
The steel is icy
On my skin. Like the
Grip of death.
With one final
SLASH” My eternal sadness is no more”
Pain and Sorrow
When I look in to the shadow to see who's there,
I see you,
When I take my anger out on the pillow in my room,
I see you,
When I sing my last song of hatred in the shower,
I see you,
When I think of my pain and sorrow,
I think it's because of you,
When the questions of why this had to be,
I see you,
When I look for answers through my tears,
I hear your voice again,
When I hear your voice I try to run but everywhere I go
I see you,
You have caused me pain,
You have caused me sorrow,
Every time I think of you I think is there a tomorrow,
Strangled and mangled,
left laying at your feet,
are the images that I see,
When I see you
Trying to fight the pain hiding in my sorrow,
When I see you,
Taking time on my mind and lashing out,
Only in my mind
I see you.
Never Say Goodbye
I feel the time is getting close,
When we will have to part.
Ill show that I'll miss you,
With last words from my heart.
We must be dreaming,
For it has gone to fast.
The time we have spent together,
Will soon be in our past.
I'll forget this day is coming,
Today I stand here.
Trying to tell you,
How much I really care.
We'll go our separate ways,
And I'll make it if I try.
Just hold on to our memories,
Say Never, Say Goodbye!!!
Hold Me
Night after night I seek
to hold you in my arms.
But as the world distracts-
this feeling turns brief.
Why do I push you away
whenever you come near?
The only place I want you
is here.
When I'm lying awake
in the middle of the night.
I wonder if you really know
how I feel.
I don't know how you can
when I act like a child.
Then I feel I
need you here again.
If you would hold me
maybe I would see,
You complete me
so let me
Reside forever
in your arms.
ALL I SEE IS YOU
I remember us,
the way we used to be,
I'd hold you in my arms,
your smile so sweet to me,
But now when I see you,
you look right through me,
I feel so alone now,
but when I close my eyes...
...All I see is you.
The love we used to share,
gone up in whirl winds,
will I ever love,
or ever live again,
I am tired of crying,
and I am done trying,
To remember all about you,
but when I close my eyes...
...All I see is you.
All the love I am sending,
the memories I won't sell,
I know there must be an ending,
to the story I will tell,
I dream only of your love,
and happiness in life,
I try not to think of you,
but when I close my eyes...
..All I see is you.
ONE DA-y
I MISS THE TIMES WE WERE TOGETHER
THOSE TIMES THAT WEVE SHARED WITH EACH OTHER
TIMES THAT MAKES EACH OTHER HAPPY WITH NON SENSE MATTER
TIMES THAT WILL NEVER BE ERASED FOREVER
AS I THINK OF THOSE HAPPY MOMENTS THAT WEVE SHARED
I CANT MAKE UP ON MY MIND THAT IT WOULD END
EVERY WORD THAT YOU HAVE SPOKEN, FOR HOUR'S IT WOULD STAY IN MY HEAD
AND YOUR VERY SMILE WOULD BE THE THINGS THAT I HAVE DREAMED
LIKE AN ANGEL YOU CAME
AND MAKE ME SEE THOSE THINGS THAT I ALWAYS BLAME
NIGHTMARES IN MY PAST YOU COVERED THEM WITH A DREAM
THAT THERES NO SUCH THING AS A GAME
YOU HAD GIVEN ME REASON'S TO SMILE EACH DAY
TO FACE EVERY TRIAL IN LIFE IN MY OWN WAY
YOU'VE COLORED MY LIFE EACH DAY
YOU'VE CHANGED ME IN WAYS THAT I CAN'T IMAGINE I COULD B,ONE DA-y
I Will Always Love Only You
I will always love only you,
You hold my heart and this is true.
Of all the loves I’ve had in the past
You, my dear will be my last.
Words can’t explain how I feel,
I only know my love is real.
Forever and ever this will be true,
For life without you I could not do.
You hold my soul within your grip,
Into your arms I love to slip.
My place beside you feels so right,
Especially when you hold me tight,
Undying devotion, our hearts as one.
Life without you can’t be done.
Forever and ever, and one day,
I will love only you, for always.
Broken
Promises You Made To Me
Now Just Empty Words Left Unspoken
Lies Sold To Me
Mistaken For Honesty
Warned To Stay Away Blinded By Love
Couldn’t See The Evil Inside
Now Stuck Brokenhearted
Love Sick For You
Coming Down From The High
Hangover’s Took Advantage Of Me
Broken Souls Remember The Empty
Broken Hearts Forget The Wrong
Missing You
When I think about the times we had
When it was just you and I
I can’t believe it all ended
And I sit and wonder why
It was all just so perfect
It seemed like we were meant to be
That it would come crashing to an end
This I could not fore see
I have survived, and moved on
And I’m okay throughout the year
Then the winter starts to fall
And I miss you when as time is near.
Good-bye
I’ll miss the way you look at me
I’ll miss the way you hold my hand
I’ll miss the fun times that we’ve had
But I just can’t make you understand
I took the colors from the rainbow
I took the starts from the sky
I took the light out of the day
All you gave was a chance to cry
I loved the times we got along
I’ll treasure the good times we had
I hate to say good-bye this way
But lately you just make me sad
I thought you’d keep your promises
I thought that things could change
I couldn’t ever figure you out
No wonder you would act so strange
Why did you think you had to lie
You knew I always trusted you
This truth could never hurt as bad
As finding out the things you would do
I don’t want to quit seeing you
But things will always be the same
I’ll pretend that we never met
Please forget the day I came
I’ll miss you always please don’t forget
Every time you cross my mind I cry
But we weren’t meant to be together
That is why I must tell you good-bye,
???.....
I just want to be in your arms
Feel your body next to mine
Let your love surround me
Though you’re not far away
It feels like we’re miles apart
It’s not long since we met
But every second without you
Seems to last forever
I long for you so much
Live for your love can’t be without it
I hope you feel the same
And want to breathe the air I breathe
See the stars feel the love
I just want to be in your arms
I had a dream last night
You were by my side
but we had a fight
you asked a question and I lied
I thought of all the tries
And I saw it’s true
There’s no love in your eyes
I have no future with you
If you want me, if you care
tell me now
I want to know
Tomorrow might be too late
so please talk to me
because I want to hold you
be with you
kiss your lips and feel you
tell me now
if you want me; if you care
Say my name
and I’ll know
look at me
make me see
take my hand
lead my hand
lead the way
I live and love
for you, for us
just say my name
You say that you care
and that you’ll be there
but where are you now
I don’t believe I know how
tell me how you feel
we’ll make it real
be what you want to be
ask yourself if you want me
if yes is the answer you find
make up, your mind
POSSESSIVE?
Are you afraid of love?
Or are you just afraid of my love?
Please do not be frightened.
My love will not choke or bind you in any way.
It will bring you warmth when you are cold
And companionship when you are lonely.
My love will bring smiles to brighten all your days
And understanding when you are sad.
It will not obligate you to come see me every day
Or to call me every night.
My love will give you all these things,
Asking only
That wherever you go
And whatever you do,
You will hold me in your heart -
Knowing that when you return,
I will be here, only to make you happy.
FOR EACH OTHER
"I love you" is the silent phrase that sings within my heart
Each time I see your smiling face, or kiss you as we part.
I long to tell you all I feel each time your eyes meet mine.
But, until I know our love is real, my thoughts must be confined.
If you truly feel as I, that we should cherish one another,
Then, no one could dare deny that God had made us
For each other.
My Love
I hold the phone as if it
were your hand
I put my arm around the pillow as if it
were your warm body
I look at the nightlight as if it
were your sparkling eyes
I kiss the warm night breeze as if it
were your warm soft lips
I feel nothing but your love
I fall asleep and dream of nothing but us together
I am nothing but you and nothing but us
THE EYES HAVE IT
"I love you" – three little words
You never have to say.
I see it written on your smile each and every day.
I hear it singing in your mind
whenever we’re alone.
And I see it deep within your eyes,
For your eyes shine in my own.
Timeless Valentine
As time goes by from year to year,
One thing is surely true, my dear;
Though decades come and decades go,
Just seeing you sets me aglow.
Time shifts my body; I start to sag,
When I pass a mirror, it can make me gag.
My joints all ache; I can hardly move;
Still a smile from you, and I’m in the groove.
Getting older can be a pain,
But with you along, I can’t complain.
Despite the things that we go through,
I know I’ll never stop loving you.
Your loving heart turns life to play,
As we laugh at time from day to day.
So I write this poem, and I'll hang my sign,
Saying, "Always Be My Valentine."
Every moment we spent together
Has touched our lives, our souls forever
The things that we shared and learned
Is permanent growth that we’ve earned.
The person that I have grown into today
Did not get there by chance, no way
I am who I am partly because of you
And you are YOU because of me, too
The changes I see
and what I have learned about me
are a response to how we affected our lives
and what we discover in each others eyes.
It is uncertain if we have to part or one day live together
Either way, we have touched our lives forever!
No matter what the future will show
No matter what we are told.
We are connected on such a deep levels
That no one can remove that, not even the devil.
Our feelings might be different a year from now
But you are part of me forever somehow
A part of me will always be you
and a part of you will always be me.
no matter what happens ,that much is certain
our souls are one until life closes the curtain.
I will love your forever
For worse or for better
You are tattooed in my heart
And nothing can tear our souls apart.
I will never forget you
For my love is honest and true.
as we
As we grow older together,
As we continue to change with age,
There is one thing that will never change. . .
I will always keep falling in love with you.............
I Wanted To Tell Her
Alone
Never Ending Pain
Life Without You
Forever My Baby
Wrongly Assured
Lost Love
Eternal Sadness
Pain And Sorrow
Never Say Good-bye
Hold Me
One DA-y
ALL I SEE IS YOU
Good-bye
???....
POSSESSIVE?
FOR EACH OTHER
My Love
THE EYES HAVE IT
Timeless Valentine
as we
Tasting the Raindrops
Looking in your eyes
I feel myself falling in love with you
You said I love you
And I said it too
We went to our very own special spot
For no real reason at all
We sat and talked and looked at one another
And then the rain began to fall
We could have left just as quick as we came
But no, you wanted to stay in the rain
You asked me a question I’ll never forget
Have you ever tasted the raindrops?
I looked at you funny and you gave me a sigh
The cutest look, as I wondered, why?
Why, did you ask me to taste the rain?
Well, what did have to loose or gain?
I watched you with a careful eye
And did the same as you
You were looking up at the cloudy sky
But my eyes were stuck on you like glue
I lifted my head to look at the sky
And closed my eyes really tight
Just as I thought Id caught a raindrop
You suddenly held me tight
I opened my eyes with slight alarm
As you kissed me soft and sweet
I remember that kiss like it was yesterday
I still feel those raindrops on my cheek
I tasted the raindrops like I never had before
It was worth every second of bliss
Every time I think of that moment
I think of my raindrop kiss
We sat close together on that one special rock
And we held each other tight
Then almost as suddenly as it came
The sun came out from beneath the rain
The most beautiful colors Ive ever seen
Came out on the sky
The sun was setting and the moment was perfect
More than any money could buy
As the sun slowly set and the sky lit up
You began carving our names in our special rock
I told you I would never forget this moment
In my heart this memory is locked
As our names were finished and permanently engraved
We watched the sun finish its day
We slowly got up to leave this place
Which was a year ago this May
I haven’t been to that spot in a year
Where did all the time go?
I will visit this place alone this time
And I will finally have to let go
This memory will be in my heart forever
But you will not remain in my mind
I don’t know if that love, will be seen again
For that love I cannot find
I will go to this spot as we promised we would
But you will not be there this time
Why is it that you cant keep your promise?
I know that I’m keeping mine
Never again will I taste the raindrops
The way I did with you
And when I go to this spot again
I will say goodbye to you.
Waiting
As I sit here waiting For someone to walk in
I begin to realize
That I might be fin
This is the truth
From a soul that can't stop
Thinking of one person
Without another thought
This won't stop at all
All I have is work to do
I wish I could spend time
With any one of the few
I feel so alone
That no one helps to be around
I wish it wasn't the case
But to lie would be to drown
If only to tell her the truth
How very much I care
I wish I could brave it
But a' last I can't bear
But right now I cant help it
Im not thinking about her
But of the someone that I want
The one that will be forever
I have not met her yet
We just might never meet
But in the back of my mind
I know that it would be so sweet
If only to love again
If only to care
I wish I could have it now
But a' last, life's not fair
Forgotten
Anything we do is pointless,
all the effects will go away soon
or not make enough difference to change in the first place.
The things that seem to be needs
will fade eventually.
Our needs cannot be passed on to others
for too long,
until they disappear from existence.
All things will be forgotten,
Heartbroken
A storm swept over me……
Slowly, slowly….then suddenly……
Like a car crash, I was knocked to the ground,
Spinning, twisting and smashed around,
In an instant, I felt change….
Nothing mattered, it was me, I blamed
I believed something was wrong,
I felt her lying all along..
Gulping for air, I took a breath….
This is worse than death
The hurt and pain…..
Is keeping me from being happy again
Inside I am dying,
Can’t get over all the lying….
I was free falling relying on fate
I almost heard my spirit break…..
The storm calms to a steady rain…
Love is what I knew had changed
I was blinded by the idea of her…..
Now Love….. must give me the answer….
The storm flares up again. I feel like I am going insane…...
This could go on forever…..stopping us from being together….
How did this happen, it was just a fight?
It can take our whole lives to make this right……
I want my love….I want my happiness, not all this terrible sadness..
Love can help me know who I am
Just believe and you will be a better man
I Just Don't Do
I Just Don't Do
I don't do desperate,
I don't try and meet people in my city,I don't tell someone they're pretty, I don't do desperate...
I don't do desperate,
I don't let them know how I feel, I don't make more than friendships real, I don't do desperate,
I don't do desperate,
I don't follow up after conversation, I don't just show some affectionI don't do anything...
I do dreaming of perfection, I do quiet introspection, I do nothing desperate,
I don't do desperate; I just don't do it...
It's just too hard...
But I'm still on my own.
She Left...
What can I say?
I'm sorry.
I know you hate it when I apologize,
But it's true.
I could say the obvious,I love you .
Don't leave, Come back.
But it won't work.
You would still be...
Gone.
I told u I love you
You laughed
Said, No you don't.
You may think you
Do.
But you don't.
And she's gone...
Like that.
Now who do I
Hold?
Kiss?
Embrace?
I have noone...
Alone
I look in the mirror and watt do i see,
a young girls reflection, but she’s not me.
She wears a fake smile to mask up her pain,
Not long ago her heart had been slain.
No one can tell what she’s feeling inside,
but the cuts on her wrists are getting harder to hide.
when she’s alone she sits and she cries,
for the parts of her heart that finally died.
she suffers in silence what a beautiful lie,
no one understands her though many have tried.
she once was happy but that time has past,
she'll never know if this day could be her last.
Love Is Not A Game
The anger thrives in my fingers,
The pain tears at my heart,
The thought of our relationship lingers,
For we were never to part.
But you broke my heart,
You made the anger build inside,
You made the pain need to hide,
And now I'm left to cry,
On no one's shoulder but mine.
When no one else knows why,
Or how I feel,
They just assume I'm fine.
Yet, I'm left wondering if you care?
What could have been in the future for us to share?
And this whole time I thought you were the one,
But I guess you were just having fun,
Playing with my emotions.
I Wanted To Tell Her
I wanted to tell her how much I care...
I wanted to tell her how much I was scared..
I wanted to tell her how I really felt...
I wanted to tell her how I found her picture and just stared...
I now have the chance to let her know...
My heart bleeds when you're not by my side...
My mind screams when your name is what I hear...
My lips dry when they're not touched by yours...
My body subsides when your arms don't hold me tight....
I try to sleep and lay my head to rest ...but I can't help thinking I used to lay my head on your chest...
I place a pillow to ease my sorrow
But instead I cry with no end...knowing that I will hurt more than just tomorrow...
Alone
I finally was able to let go
I knew it was for the best
There had been too much pain
Our love didn't pass the test.
Someday you'll be thankful
You'll realize I was right
I was really saving you
There were too many fights.
When you find the one for you
You'll understand I was trying
But everything was just too much
Inside myself I was dying.
I need to be with just one
To whom I pledged my life
The pain that I caused you
Is scarred in me with a knife.
Let me live my life true now
No more of the balancing act
Do this for me I now ask
My set future is now a fact.
No more to question about
I want it set in stone
Move along with your life
Do not end up alone.
Never Ending Pain..!
There so much pain
Nothing to gain
I sit here and cry
Wanting to die
But I know
I must go on
Leave the pain behind
and
Live my life to the fullest
Nothing can ever end
The pain
The violence
The lies
Never come to an end
Everyone says your crazy
But you are just
Expressing the way you feel
So much emotions inside
Live and Cry
Or
Jump and Die
Life Without You
The world could die now
I wouldn't care
Life without you just isn't fair
The cities are burning
And the people will cry
But as long as you're happy
I don't really mind
You and I,
We could have a place
Far above the problems they face
There we could stay
And be safe from the fray
If only you'd choose
We have nothing to lose
I gave you this option
But you chose otherwise
You stayed where you were
And left me hypnotized
Now the world is gone
And you're no longer here
This is what I always feared
My life is over
I'm through with this game
The people are safe,
The cities reclaimed
Let them be angry,I don't care
Life without you just isn't fair
Forever My Baby
I wanna talk to you about all the nights we spent together..
and all the nights we'll spend together..
all the dreams we'll have forever,
and all the things we share together
I wanna talk about all the nights you kept me warm..
all the days we were a loving swarm..
to many nights that we remember,
I cant explain how I feel inside..
thinking bout the days that we have to hide..
remembering all the feelings that have grown so high,
high enough that they could touch the sky
my love for you will make you smile..
its always worth it in the long while..
but baby you don't seem to understand..
I wanna massage you with every waking hand..
my love for you will always pull me through..
even though its just between me and you..
I wish we could change the past and the present..
so I could tell you that your heaven sent.
there will be times when we cant stand it,
times when I'm glad that you demand it..
the days will drag us on and on,
till the days and the nights have gone.
Wrongly Assured
I've come to learn after 4 months apart, filled with tears and pain, that you won't come back to me
I was sure you'd come back and tell me you can't live without me
I was so sure you'd tell me how you regret all the pain you caused
I was so sure that you'd mumble those words of I love you just once more into my ear.
That day never came
That day never will
I have realized that its me who can't live without you
I have realized that it was me who perhaps brought this pain upon myself
I have realized that what I want back was never really there.
Lost Love
Love is a very fragile yet strong emotion
That is capable of changing lives and peoples notions
People become what they don't want to be
To get the one they want; but they cannot see
That as they change for the worse they cannot return
To what they once were before for which they yearn
Once the morals and values are gone
They are an empty shell with no legs to stand on
Is it possible to regain the morals and values
Which are so important to make you; you
Will people be able to forgive you for all of the pain?
Will you again have their love and respect; that you want to gain?
Only through God will these things take place
So you can again look people in the face
Eternal Sadness
Now that
You
Are gone
My soul begs
For the cold grave.
You
Left me here
Alone.
Hollow inside,
Like a dying oak tree.
Crimson tears flow from within.
The steel is icy
On my skin. Like the
Grip of death.
With one final
SLASH” My eternal sadness is no more”
Pain and Sorrow
When I look in to the shadow to see who's there,
I see you,
When I take my anger out on the pillow in my room,
I see you,
When I sing my last song of hatred in the shower,
I see you,
When I think of my pain and sorrow,
I think it's because of you,
When the questions of why this had to be,
I see you,
When I look for answers through my tears,
I hear your voice again,
When I hear your voice I try to run but everywhere I go
I see you,
You have caused me pain,
You have caused me sorrow,
Every time I think of you I think is there a tomorrow,
Strangled and mangled,
left laying at your feet,
are the images that I see,
When I see you
Trying to fight the pain hiding in my sorrow,
When I see you,
Taking time on my mind and lashing out,
Only in my mind
I see you.
Never Say Goodbye
I feel the time is getting close,
When we will have to part.
Ill show that I'll miss you,
With last words from my heart.
We must be dreaming,
For it has gone to fast.
The time we have spent together,
Will soon be in our past.
I'll forget this day is coming,
Today I stand here.
Trying to tell you,
How much I really care.
We'll go our separate ways,
And I'll make it if I try.
Just hold on to our memories,
Say Never, Say Goodbye!!!
Hold Me
Night after night I seek
to hold you in my arms.
But as the world distracts-
this feeling turns brief.
Why do I push you away
whenever you come near?
The only place I want you
is here.
When I'm lying awake
in the middle of the night.
I wonder if you really know
how I feel.
I don't know how you can
when I act like a child.
Then I feel I
need you here again.
If you would hold me
maybe I would see,
You complete me
so let me
Reside forever
in your arms.
ALL I SEE IS YOU
I remember us,
the way we used to be,
I'd hold you in my arms,
your smile so sweet to me,
But now when I see you,
you look right through me,
I feel so alone now,
but when I close my eyes...
...All I see is you.
The love we used to share,
gone up in whirl winds,
will I ever love,
or ever live again,
I am tired of crying,
and I am done trying,
To remember all about you,
but when I close my eyes...
...All I see is you.
All the love I am sending,
the memories I won't sell,
I know there must be an ending,
to the story I will tell,
I dream only of your love,
and happiness in life,
I try not to think of you,
but when I close my eyes...
..All I see is you.
ONE DA-y
I MISS THE TIMES WE WERE TOGETHER
THOSE TIMES THAT WEVE SHARED WITH EACH OTHER
TIMES THAT MAKES EACH OTHER HAPPY WITH NON SENSE MATTER
TIMES THAT WILL NEVER BE ERASED FOREVER
AS I THINK OF THOSE HAPPY MOMENTS THAT WEVE SHARED
I CANT MAKE UP ON MY MIND THAT IT WOULD END
EVERY WORD THAT YOU HAVE SPOKEN, FOR HOUR'S IT WOULD STAY IN MY HEAD
AND YOUR VERY SMILE WOULD BE THE THINGS THAT I HAVE DREAMED
LIKE AN ANGEL YOU CAME
AND MAKE ME SEE THOSE THINGS THAT I ALWAYS BLAME
NIGHTMARES IN MY PAST YOU COVERED THEM WITH A DREAM
THAT THERES NO SUCH THING AS A GAME
YOU HAD GIVEN ME REASON'S TO SMILE EACH DAY
TO FACE EVERY TRIAL IN LIFE IN MY OWN WAY
YOU'VE COLORED MY LIFE EACH DAY
YOU'VE CHANGED ME IN WAYS THAT I CAN'T IMAGINE I COULD B,ONE DA-y
I Will Always Love Only You
I will always love only you,
You hold my heart and this is true.
Of all the loves I’ve had in the past
You, my dear will be my last.
Words can’t explain how I feel,
I only know my love is real.
Forever and ever this will be true,
For life without you I could not do.
You hold my soul within your grip,
Into your arms I love to slip.
My place beside you feels so right,
Especially when you hold me tight,
Undying devotion, our hearts as one.
Life without you can’t be done.
Forever and ever, and one day,
I will love only you, for always.
Broken
Promises You Made To Me
Now Just Empty Words Left Unspoken
Lies Sold To Me
Mistaken For Honesty
Warned To Stay Away Blinded By Love
Couldn’t See The Evil Inside
Now Stuck Brokenhearted
Love Sick For You
Coming Down From The High
Hangover’s Took Advantage Of Me
Broken Souls Remember The Empty
Broken Hearts Forget The Wrong
Missing You
When I think about the times we had
When it was just you and I
I can’t believe it all ended
And I sit and wonder why
It was all just so perfect
It seemed like we were meant to be
That it would come crashing to an end
This I could not fore see
I have survived, and moved on
And I’m okay throughout the year
Then the winter starts to fall
And I miss you when as time is near.
Good-bye
I’ll miss the way you look at me
I’ll miss the way you hold my hand
I’ll miss the fun times that we’ve had
But I just can’t make you understand
I took the colors from the rainbow
I took the starts from the sky
I took the light out of the day
All you gave was a chance to cry
I loved the times we got along
I’ll treasure the good times we had
I hate to say good-bye this way
But lately you just make me sad
I thought you’d keep your promises
I thought that things could change
I couldn’t ever figure you out
No wonder you would act so strange
Why did you think you had to lie
You knew I always trusted you
This truth could never hurt as bad
As finding out the things you would do
I don’t want to quit seeing you
But things will always be the same
I’ll pretend that we never met
Please forget the day I came
I’ll miss you always please don’t forget
Every time you cross my mind I cry
But we weren’t meant to be together
That is why I must tell you good-bye,
???.....
I just want to be in your arms
Feel your body next to mine
Let your love surround me
Though you’re not far away
It feels like we’re miles apart
It’s not long since we met
But every second without you
Seems to last forever
I long for you so much
Live for your love can’t be without it
I hope you feel the same
And want to breathe the air I breathe
See the stars feel the love
I just want to be in your arms
I had a dream last night
You were by my side
but we had a fight
you asked a question and I lied
I thought of all the tries
And I saw it’s true
There’s no love in your eyes
I have no future with you
If you want me, if you care
tell me now
I want to know
Tomorrow might be too late
so please talk to me
because I want to hold you
be with you
kiss your lips and feel you
tell me now
if you want me; if you care
Say my name
and I’ll know
look at me
make me see
take my hand
lead my hand
lead the way
I live and love
for you, for us
just say my name
You say that you care
and that you’ll be there
but where are you now
I don’t believe I know how
tell me how you feel
we’ll make it real
be what you want to be
ask yourself if you want me
if yes is the answer you find
make up, your mind
POSSESSIVE?
Are you afraid of love?
Or are you just afraid of my love?
Please do not be frightened.
My love will not choke or bind you in any way.
It will bring you warmth when you are cold
And companionship when you are lonely.
My love will bring smiles to brighten all your days
And understanding when you are sad.
It will not obligate you to come see me every day
Or to call me every night.
My love will give you all these things,
Asking only
That wherever you go
And whatever you do,
You will hold me in your heart -
Knowing that when you return,
I will be here, only to make you happy.
FOR EACH OTHER
"I love you" is the silent phrase that sings within my heart
Each time I see your smiling face, or kiss you as we part.
I long to tell you all I feel each time your eyes meet mine.
But, until I know our love is real, my thoughts must be confined.
If you truly feel as I, that we should cherish one another,
Then, no one could dare deny that God had made us
For each other.
My Love
I hold the phone as if it
were your hand
I put my arm around the pillow as if it
were your warm body
I look at the nightlight as if it
were your sparkling eyes
I kiss the warm night breeze as if it
were your warm soft lips
I feel nothing but your love
I fall asleep and dream of nothing but us together
I am nothing but you and nothing but us
THE EYES HAVE IT
"I love you" – three little words
You never have to say.
I see it written on your smile each and every day.
I hear it singing in your mind
whenever we’re alone.
And I see it deep within your eyes,
For your eyes shine in my own.
Timeless Valentine
As time goes by from year to year,
One thing is surely true, my dear;
Though decades come and decades go,
Just seeing you sets me aglow.
Time shifts my body; I start to sag,
When I pass a mirror, it can make me gag.
My joints all ache; I can hardly move;
Still a smile from you, and I’m in the groove.
Getting older can be a pain,
But with you along, I can’t complain.
Despite the things that we go through,
I know I’ll never stop loving you.
Your loving heart turns life to play,
As we laugh at time from day to day.
So I write this poem, and I'll hang my sign,
Saying, "Always Be My Valentine."
Every moment we spent together
Has touched our lives, our souls forever
The things that we shared and learned
Is permanent growth that we’ve earned.
The person that I have grown into today
Did not get there by chance, no way
I am who I am partly because of you
And you are YOU because of me, too
The changes I see
and what I have learned about me
are a response to how we affected our lives
and what we discover in each others eyes.
It is uncertain if we have to part or one day live together
Either way, we have touched our lives forever!
No matter what the future will show
No matter what we are told.
We are connected on such a deep levels
That no one can remove that, not even the devil.
Our feelings might be different a year from now
But you are part of me forever somehow
A part of me will always be you
and a part of you will always be me.
no matter what happens ,that much is certain
our souls are one until life closes the curtain.
I will love your forever
For worse or for better
You are tattooed in my heart
And nothing can tear our souls apart.
I will never forget you
For my love is honest and true.
as we
As we grow older together,
As we continue to change with age,
There is one thing that will never change. . .
I will always keep falling in love with you.............
Contents
Tasting the Raindrops
Waiting
Forgotten
Heartbroken
She Left…
Alone
Love Is Not A Game
I Wanted To Tell Her
Alone
Never Ending Pain
Life Without You
Forever My Baby
Wrongly Assured
Lost Love
Eternal Sadness
Pain And Sorrow
Never Say Good-bye
Hold Me
One DA-y
ALL I SEE IS YOU
Good-bye
???....
POSSESSIVE?
FOR EACH OTHER
My Love
THE EYES HAVE IT
Timeless Valentine
as we
Tasting the Raindrops
Looking in your eyes
I feel myself falling in love with you
You said I love you
And I said it too
We went to our very own special spot
For no real reason at all
We sat and talked and looked at one another
And then the rain began to fall
We could have left just as quick as we came
But no, you wanted to stay in the rain
You asked me a question I’ll never forget
Have you ever tasted the raindrops?
I looked at you funny and you gave me a sigh
The cutest look, as I wondered, why?
Why, did you ask me to taste the rain?
Well, what did have to loose or gain?
I watched you with a careful eye
And did the same as you
You were looking up at the cloudy sky
But my eyes were stuck on you like glue
I lifted my head to look at the sky
And closed my eyes really tight
Just as I thought Id caught a raindrop
You suddenly held me tight
I opened my eyes with slight alarm
As you kissed me soft and sweet
I remember that kiss like it was yesterday
I still feel those raindrops on my cheek
I tasted the raindrops like I never had before
It was worth every second of bliss
Every time I think of that moment
I think of my raindrop kiss
We sat close together on that one special rock
And we held each other tight
Then almost as suddenly as it came
The sun came out from beneath the rain
The most beautiful colors Ive ever seen
Came out on the sky
The sun was setting and the moment was perfect
More than any money could buy
As the sun slowly set and the sky lit up
You began carving our names in our special rock
I told you I would never forget this moment
In my heart this memory is locked
As our names were finished and permanently engraved
We watched the sun finish its day
We slowly got up to leave this place
Which was a year ago this May
I haven’t been to that spot in a year
Where did all the time go?
I will visit this place alone this time
And I will finally have to let go
This memory will be in my heart forever
But you will not remain in my mind
I don’t know if that love, will be seen again
For that love I cannot find
I will go to this spot as we promised we would
But you will not be there this time
Why is it that you cant keep your promise?
I know that I’m keeping mine
Never again will I taste the raindrops
The way I did with you
And when I go to this spot again
I will say goodbye to you.
Waiting
As I sit here waiting For someone to walk in
I begin to realize
That I might be fin
This is the truth
From a soul that can't stop
Thinking of one person
Without another thought
This won't stop at all
All I have is work to do
I wish I could spend time
With any one of the few
I feel so alone
That no one helps to be around
I wish it wasn't the case
But to lie would be to drown
If only to tell her the truth
How very much I care
I wish I could brave it
But a' last I can't bear
But right now I cant help it
Im not thinking about her
But of the someone that I want
The one that will be forever
I have not met her yet
We just might never meet
But in the back of my mind
I know that it would be so sweet
If only to love again
If only to care
I wish I could have it now
But a' last, life's not fair
Forgotten
Anything we do is pointless,
all the effects will go away soon
or not make enough difference to change in the first place.
The things that seem to be needs
will fade eventually.
Our needs cannot be passed on to others
for too long,
until they disappear from existence.
All things will be forgotten,
Heartbroken
A storm swept over me……
Slowly, slowly….then suddenly……
Like a car crash, I was knocked to the ground,
Spinning, twisting and smashed around,
In an instant, I felt change….
Nothing mattered, it was me, I blamed
I believed something was wrong,
I felt her lying all along..
Gulping for air, I took a breath….
This is worse than death
The hurt and pain…..
Is keeping me from being happy again
Inside I am dying,
Can’t get over all the lying….
I was free falling relying on fate
I almost heard my spirit break…..
The storm calms to a steady rain…
Love is what I knew had changed
I was blinded by the idea of her…..
Now Love….. must give me the answer….
The storm flares up again. I feel like I am going insane…...
This could go on forever…..stopping us from being together….
How did this happen, it was just a fight?
It can take our whole lives to make this right……
I want my love….I want my happiness, not all this terrible sadness..
Love can help me know who I am
Just believe and you will be a better man
I Just Don't Do
I Just Don't Do
I don't do desperate,
I don't try and meet people in my city,I don't tell someone they're pretty, I don't do desperate...
I don't do desperate,
I don't let them know how I feel, I don't make more than friendships real, I don't do desperate,
I don't do desperate,
I don't follow up after conversation, I don't just show some affectionI don't do anything...
I do dreaming of perfection, I do quiet introspection, I do nothing desperate,
I don't do desperate; I just don't do it...
It's just too hard...
But I'm still on my own.
She Left...
What can I say?
I'm sorry.
I know you hate it when I apologize,
But it's true.
I could say the obvious,I love you .
Don't leave, Come back.
But it won't work.
You would still be...
Gone.
I told u I love you
You laughed
Said, No you don't.
You may think you
Do.
But you don't.
And she's gone...
Like that.
Now who do I
Hold?
Kiss?
Embrace?
I have noone...
Alone
I look in the mirror and watt do i see,
a young girls reflection, but she’s not me.
She wears a fake smile to mask up her pain,
Not long ago her heart had been slain.
No one can tell what she’s feeling inside,
but the cuts on her wrists are getting harder to hide.
when she’s alone she sits and she cries,
for the parts of her heart that finally died.
she suffers in silence what a beautiful lie,
no one understands her though many have tried.
she once was happy but that time has past,
she'll never know if this day could be her last.
Love Is Not A Game
The anger thrives in my fingers,
The pain tears at my heart,
The thought of our relationship lingers,
For we were never to part.
But you broke my heart,
You made the anger build inside,
You made the pain need to hide,
And now I'm left to cry,
On no one's shoulder but mine.
When no one else knows why,
Or how I feel,
They just assume I'm fine.
Yet, I'm left wondering if you care?
What could have been in the future for us to share?
And this whole time I thought you were the one,
But I guess you were just having fun,
Playing with my emotions.
I Wanted To Tell Her
I wanted to tell her how much I care...
I wanted to tell her how much I was scared..
I wanted to tell her how I really felt...
I wanted to tell her how I found her picture and just stared...
I now have the chance to let her know...
My heart bleeds when you're not by my side...
My mind screams when your name is what I hear...
My lips dry when they're not touched by yours...
My body subsides when your arms don't hold me tight....
I try to sleep and lay my head to rest ...but I can't help thinking I used to lay my head on your chest...
I place a pillow to ease my sorrow
But instead I cry with no end...knowing that I will hurt more than just tomorrow...
Alone
I finally was able to let go
I knew it was for the best
There had been too much pain
Our love didn't pass the test.
Someday you'll be thankful
You'll realize I was right
I was really saving you
There were too many fights.
When you find the one for you
You'll understand I was trying
But everything was just too much
Inside myself I was dying.
I need to be with just one
To whom I pledged my life
The pain that I caused you
Is scarred in me with a knife.
Let me live my life true now
No more of the balancing act
Do this for me I now ask
My set future is now a fact.
No more to question about
I want it set in stone
Move along with your life
Do not end up alone.
Never Ending Pain..!
There so much pain
Nothing to gain
I sit here and cry
Wanting to die
But I know
I must go on
Leave the pain behind
and
Live my life to the fullest
Nothing can ever end
The pain
The violence
The lies
Never come to an end
Everyone says your crazy
But you are just
Expressing the way you feel
So much emotions inside
Live and Cry
Or
Jump and Die
Life Without You
The world could die now
I wouldn't care
Life without you just isn't fair
The cities are burning
And the people will cry
But as long as you're happy
I don't really mind
You and I,
We could have a place
Far above the problems they face
There we could stay
And be safe from the fray
If only you'd choose
We have nothing to lose
I gave you this option
But you chose otherwise
You stayed where you were
And left me hypnotized
Now the world is gone
And you're no longer here
This is what I always feared
My life is over
I'm through with this game
The people are safe,
The cities reclaimed
Let them be angry,I don't care
Life without you just isn't fair
Forever My Baby
I wanna talk to you about all the nights we spent together..
and all the nights we'll spend together..
all the dreams we'll have forever,
and all the things we share together
I wanna talk about all the nights you kept me warm..
all the days we were a loving swarm..
to many nights that we remember,
I cant explain how I feel inside..
thinking bout the days that we have to hide..
remembering all the feelings that have grown so high,
high enough that they could touch the sky
my love for you will make you smile..
its always worth it in the long while..
but baby you don't seem to understand..
I wanna massage you with every waking hand..
my love for you will always pull me through..
even though its just between me and you..
I wish we could change the past and the present..
so I could tell you that your heaven sent.
there will be times when we cant stand it,
times when I'm glad that you demand it..
the days will drag us on and on,
till the days and the nights have gone.
Wrongly Assured
I've come to learn after 4 months apart, filled with tears and pain, that you won't come back to me
I was sure you'd come back and tell me you can't live without me
I was so sure you'd tell me how you regret all the pain you caused
I was so sure that you'd mumble those words of I love you just once more into my ear.
That day never came
That day never will
I have realized that its me who can't live without you
I have realized that it was me who perhaps brought this pain upon myself
I have realized that what I want back was never really there.
Lost Love
Love is a very fragile yet strong emotion
That is capable of changing lives and peoples notions
People become what they don't want to be
To get the one they want; but they cannot see
That as they change for the worse they cannot return
To what they once were before for which they yearn
Once the morals and values are gone
They are an empty shell with no legs to stand on
Is it possible to regain the morals and values
Which are so important to make you; you
Will people be able to forgive you for all of the pain?
Will you again have their love and respect; that you want to gain?
Only through God will these things take place
So you can again look people in the face
Eternal Sadness
Now that
You
Are gone
My soul begs
For the cold grave.
You
Left me here
Alone.
Hollow inside,
Like a dying oak tree.
Crimson tears flow from within.
The steel is icy
On my skin. Like the
Grip of death.
With one final
SLASH” My eternal sadness is no more”
Pain and Sorrow
When I look in to the shadow to see who's there,
I see you,
When I take my anger out on the pillow in my room,
I see you,
When I sing my last song of hatred in the shower,
I see you,
When I think of my pain and sorrow,
I think it's because of you,
When the questions of why this had to be,
I see you,
When I look for answers through my tears,
I hear your voice again,
When I hear your voice I try to run but everywhere I go
I see you,
You have caused me pain,
You have caused me sorrow,
Every time I think of you I think is there a tomorrow,
Strangled and mangled,
left laying at your feet,
are the images that I see,
When I see you
Trying to fight the pain hiding in my sorrow,
When I see you,
Taking time on my mind and lashing out,
Only in my mind
I see you.
Never Say Goodbye
I feel the time is getting close,
When we will have to part.
Ill show that I'll miss you,
With last words from my heart.
We must be dreaming,
For it has gone to fast.
The time we have spent together,
Will soon be in our past.
I'll forget this day is coming,
Today I stand here.
Trying to tell you,
How much I really care.
We'll go our separate ways,
And I'll make it if I try.
Just hold on to our memories,
Say Never, Say Goodbye!!!
Hold Me
Night after night I seek
to hold you in my arms.
But as the world distracts-
this feeling turns brief.
Why do I push you away
whenever you come near?
The only place I want you
is here.
When I'm lying awake
in the middle of the night.
I wonder if you really know
how I feel.
I don't know how you can
when I act like a child.
Then I feel I
need you here again.
If you would hold me
maybe I would see,
You complete me
so let me
Reside forever
in your arms.
ALL I SEE IS YOU
I remember us,
the way we used to be,
I'd hold you in my arms,
your smile so sweet to me,
But now when I see you,
you look right through me,
I feel so alone now,
but when I close my eyes...
...All I see is you.
The love we used to share,
gone up in whirl winds,
will I ever love,
or ever live again,
I am tired of crying,
and I am done trying,
To remember all about you,
but when I close my eyes...
...All I see is you.
All the love I am sending,
the memories I won't sell,
I know there must be an ending,
to the story I will tell,
I dream only of your love,
and happiness in life,
I try not to think of you,
but when I close my eyes...
..All I see is you.
ONE DA-y
I MISS THE TIMES WE WERE TOGETHER
THOSE TIMES THAT WEVE SHARED WITH EACH OTHER
TIMES THAT MAKES EACH OTHER HAPPY WITH NON SENSE MATTER
TIMES THAT WILL NEVER BE ERASED FOREVER
AS I THINK OF THOSE HAPPY MOMENTS THAT WEVE SHARED
I CANT MAKE UP ON MY MIND THAT IT WOULD END
EVERY WORD THAT YOU HAVE SPOKEN, FOR HOUR'S IT WOULD STAY IN MY HEAD
AND YOUR VERY SMILE WOULD BE THE THINGS THAT I HAVE DREAMED
LIKE AN ANGEL YOU CAME
AND MAKE ME SEE THOSE THINGS THAT I ALWAYS BLAME
NIGHTMARES IN MY PAST YOU COVERED THEM WITH A DREAM
THAT THERES NO SUCH THING AS A GAME
YOU HAD GIVEN ME REASON'S TO SMILE EACH DAY
TO FACE EVERY TRIAL IN LIFE IN MY OWN WAY
YOU'VE COLORED MY LIFE EACH DAY
YOU'VE CHANGED ME IN WAYS THAT I CAN'T IMAGINE I COULD B,ONE DA-y
I Will Always Love Only You
I will always love only you,
You hold my heart and this is true.
Of all the loves I’ve had in the past
You, my dear will be my last.
Words can’t explain how I feel,
I only know my love is real.
Forever and ever this will be true,
For life without you I could not do.
You hold my soul within your grip,
Into your arms I love to slip.
My place beside you feels so right,
Especially when you hold me tight,
Undying devotion, our hearts as one.
Life without you can’t be done.
Forever and ever, and one day,
I will love only you, for always.
Broken
Promises You Made To Me
Now Just Empty Words Left Unspoken
Lies Sold To Me
Mistaken For Honesty
Warned To Stay Away Blinded By Love
Couldn’t See The Evil Inside
Now Stuck Brokenhearted
Love Sick For You
Coming Down From The High
Hangover’s Took Advantage Of Me
Broken Souls Remember The Empty
Broken Hearts Forget The Wrong
Missing You
When I think about the times we had
When it was just you and I
I can’t believe it all ended
And I sit and wonder why
It was all just so perfect
It seemed like we were meant to be
That it would come crashing to an end
This I could not fore see
I have survived, and moved on
And I’m okay throughout the year
Then the winter starts to fall
And I miss you when as time is near.
Good-bye
I’ll miss the way you look at me
I’ll miss the way you hold my hand
I’ll miss the fun times that we’ve had
But I just can’t make you understand
I took the colors from the rainbow
I took the starts from the sky
I took the light out of the day
All you gave was a chance to cry
I loved the times we got along
I’ll treasure the good times we had
I hate to say good-bye this way
But lately you just make me sad
I thought you’d keep your promises
I thought that things could change
I couldn’t ever figure you out
No wonder you would act so strange
Why did you think you had to lie
You knew I always trusted you
This truth could never hurt as bad
As finding out the things you would do
I don’t want to quit seeing you
But things will always be the same
I’ll pretend that we never met
Please forget the day I came
I’ll miss you always please don’t forget
Every time you cross my mind I cry
But we weren’t meant to be together
That is why I must tell you good-bye,
???.....
I just want to be in your arms
Feel your body next to mine
Let your love surround me
Though you’re not far away
It feels like we’re miles apart
It’s not long since we met
But every second without you
Seems to last forever
I long for you so much
Live for your love can’t be without it
I hope you feel the same
And want to breathe the air I breathe
See the stars feel the love
I just want to be in your arms
I had a dream last night
You were by my side
but we had a fight
you asked a question and I lied
I thought of all the tries
And I saw it’s true
There’s no love in your eyes
I have no future with you
If you want me, if you care
tell me now
I want to know
Tomorrow might be too late
so please talk to me
because I want to hold you
be with you
kiss your lips and feel you
tell me now
if you want me; if you care
Say my name
and I’ll know
look at me
make me see
take my hand
lead my hand
lead the way
I live and love
for you, for us
just say my name
You say that you care
and that you’ll be there
but where are you now
I don’t believe I know how
tell me how you feel
we’ll make it real
be what you want to be
ask yourself if you want me
if yes is the answer you find
make up, your mind
POSSESSIVE?
Are you afraid of love?
Or are you just afraid of my love?
Please do not be frightened.
My love will not choke or bind you in any way.
It will bring you warmth when you are cold
And companionship when you are lonely.
My love will bring smiles to brighten all your days
And understanding when you are sad.
It will not obligate you to come see me every day
Or to call me every night.
My love will give you all these things,
Asking only
That wherever you go
And whatever you do,
You will hold me in your heart -
Knowing that when you return,
I will be here, only to make you happy.
FOR EACH OTHER
"I love you" is the silent phrase that sings within my heart
Each time I see your smiling face, or kiss you as we part.
I long to tell you all I feel each time your eyes meet mine.
But, until I know our love is real, my thoughts must be confined.
If you truly feel as I, that we should cherish one another,
Then, no one could dare deny that God had made us
For each other.
My Love
I hold the phone as if it
were your hand
I put my arm around the pillow as if it
were your warm body
I look at the nightlight as if it
were your sparkling eyes
I kiss the warm night breeze as if it
were your warm soft lips
I feel nothing but your love
I fall asleep and dream of nothing but us together
I am nothing but you and nothing but us
THE EYES HAVE IT
"I love you" – three little words
You never have to say.
I see it written on your smile each and every day.
I hear it singing in your mind
whenever we’re alone.
And I see it deep within your eyes,
For your eyes shine in my own.
Timeless Valentine
As time goes by from year to year,
One thing is surely true, my dear;
Though decades come and decades go,
Just seeing you sets me aglow.
Time shifts my body; I start to sag,
When I pass a mirror, it can make me gag.
My joints all ache; I can hardly move;
Still a smile from you, and I’m in the groove.
Getting older can be a pain,
But with you along, I can’t complain.
Despite the things that we go through,
I know I’ll never stop loving you.
Your loving heart turns life to play,
As we laugh at time from day to day.
So I write this poem, and I'll hang my sign,
Saying, "Always Be My Valentine."
Every moment we spent together
Has touched our lives, our souls forever
The things that we shared and learned
Is permanent growth that we’ve earned.
The person that I have grown into today
Did not get there by chance, no way
I am who I am partly because of you
And you are YOU because of me, too
The changes I see
and what I have learned about me
are a response to how we affected our lives
and what we discover in each others eyes.
It is uncertain if we have to part or one day live together
Either way, we have touched our lives forever!
No matter what the future will show
No matter what we are told.
We are connected on such a deep levels
That no one can remove that, not even the devil.
Our feelings might be different a year from now
But you are part of me forever somehow
A part of me will always be you
and a part of you will always be me.
no matter what happens ,that much is certain
our souls are one until life closes the curtain.
I will love your forever
For worse or for better
You are tattooed in my heart
And nothing can tear our souls apart.
I will never forget you
For my love is honest and true.
as we
As we grow older together,
As we continue to change with age,
There is one thing that will never change. . .
I will always keep falling in love with you.............
